JOYOUS CARD - CHRISTOPHER BENSON TON os JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET, W. 1913 ALL EIGHTS RESERVED TO ALL MY FRIENDS KNOWN AND UNKNOWN I DEDICATE THIS BOOK PREFACE IT is a harder thing than it ought to be to write openly nd frankly of things private and sacred Secretum meum mihi My secret is my own cried St. Francis in a harrowed moment. But I believe that the instinct to guard and hoard the inner life is one that ought to be resisted. Secrecy seems to me now a very uncivilised kind of virtue, after all We have all of us, ...
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JOYOUS CARD - CHRISTOPHER BENSON TON os JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET, W. 1913 ALL EIGHTS RESERVED TO ALL MY FRIENDS KNOWN AND UNKNOWN I DEDICATE THIS BOOK PREFACE IT is a harder thing than it ought to be to write openly nd frankly of things private and sacred Secretum meum mihi My secret is my own cried St. Francis in a harrowed moment. But I believe that the instinct to guard and hoard the inner life is one that ought to be resisted. Secrecy seems to me now a very uncivilised kind of virtue, after all We have all of us, or most of us, a quiet current of intimate thought, which flows on, gently and resistlessly, in the background of our lives, the volume and spring of which we cannot alter or diminish, because it rises far away at some unseen source, like a stream which flows through grassy pastures, and is fed by rain which falls on unknown hills from the clouds of heaven. This inner thought is hardly affected by the busy Vlll PREFACE incidents of life our work, our engagements, our public intercourse but because it represents the self which we are always alone with, it makes up the greater part of our life, and is much more our real and true life than the life which we lead in public. It contains the things which we feel and hope, rather than what we say and the fact that we do not speak our inner thoughts is what more than anything else keeps us apart from each other. In this book I have said, or tried to say, just what I thought and as I thought it and since it is a book which recommends a studied quietness and a cheerful serenity of life, I have put my feelings to a vigorous test, by writing it, not when I was at ease and in leisure, but in the very thickest and fullest of mywork. I thought that if the kind of quiet that I recommended had any force or weight at all, it should be the sort of quiet which I still could realise and value in a life full of engage ments and duties and business, and that if it could be developed on a background of that kind, it might have a worth which it could not have if it were gently conceived in peaceful days and untroubled hours. PREFACE ix So it has all been written in spaces of hard dnven work, when the day never seemed long enough for all I had to do, between interruptions and interviews and teaching and meetings. But he sight and scent that I shall always connect with it t is that of a great lilac-bush which stands just outside my study window, and which day by day in this bright and chilly spring has held up its purple clusters, overtopping the dense, rich, pale foliage, against a blue and cloudless sky and when the wind has been in the North, as it has often been, has filled my room with the scent of breaking buds. How often, as I wrote, have I cast a sidelong look at the lilac-bush I How often has it appeared to beckon me away from my papers to a freer and more fragrant air outside But it seemed to me that I was perhaps obeying the call of thelilacbest though Jiow far away from its freshness and sweetness if I tried to make my own busy life, which I do not pretend not to enjoy, break into such flower as it could, and give out what the old books call its spicery, such as it is. Because the bloom, the colour, the scent, are all x PREFACE there, if I could but express them. That is the truth I do not claim to make them, to cause them, to create them, any more than the lUac could engender the scent of roses or of violets.Nor do I profess to do faithfully all that I say in my book that it is well to do. That is the worst, and yet perhaps it is the best, of books, that one presents in them ones hopes, dreams, desires, visions more than ones dull and mean performances. Als ich kann I f That is the best one can do and say. It is our own fault, and not the fault of our visions, that we cannot always say what we think in talk, even to our best friends. We begin to do so, perhaps, and we see a shadow gather...
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